When I reach out to you, it always falls short.

*NOTE: I'm speaking from my own experiences on this matter.

Whenever a boy asks a girl out, the girl would think about it and if the boy's "looks" are to the point of jealousy of other girls, then she would accept. But some who would judge people by their looks and not by their whole being would eventually fall into zetsubou. Sure, the guy's look is to die for, but what if you learn he is as dumb as a rock, no wait, the rock got higher points as him? That's the problem with some girls right now. They only judge the outside, but when they learn of their partners' true sides, then it would be too late.

Some people like me are often cast away for people that looks good outside but rotten inside. Though I'm not saying that they girls and, sometimes, guys are wrong since they are indeed captured by the looks that the guy or girl emits but the girls and guys tend to drop their guard when they come across such a being. In this case, a proper investigation should be in order. I know it sounds like the term stalker but, it is an effective strategy to figure out anything about your dream guy or girl. Though people would tend to get away from you due to your actions, you can enlist some people to help you gathering intel.

As I recall, there was this girl who was abusing my friend. It wasn't like that before. They used to have fun helping each other with their homeworks, reports, papers, etc. But one day, the girl dumped a huge paper on my friend. It was a term paper of sorts which was a reflection essay deal. The guy said that he can't do it for her since it requires the girl's opinion on the matter and he would only help her through guides and such but not actually doing the paper for her. She, in turn, got pissed and logged off. My friend asked me on what to do about it and I said that I would just investigate the matter. Later did I find out that her sister got jealous with what the guy gave to the girl. So in turn the older sister ruined the relationship by posting rude comments and telling the girl to do this and to do that. So when I reported it back to him, he got all droopy and set out to confront the girl. He found her but there were some of his friends from the block who were there so he can't ask her on the spot or else it would make a scene. So he texted her: "Why did you dump that paper on me? Is something wrong?". He hid behind a car to see if she got it. The girl did get the message but to his horror, she deleted it. He got angry over it and texted a well stalker-ish message stating "I saw you delete that text" which in turn scared the girl to the point that she kept looking everywhere for him. I spoke to the guy afterwards, and he said "She would have deserved it for being so controlling. I may be a kind guy but when you abuse that kindness, it would be catastrophic for you. I may have not have taken revenge verbally but I got her psychologically. I believe that it was damaging enough."

Though the next few days are a bit enjoyable now that someone sees me as a: "Guardian Angel" or as a ShugoTenshi or theirs. It started when this girl was having her own problems with her love life. Well to make it short, she's confused on who to love. Her bf doesn't want to be with her and she wants to be with her ex which doubts her feelings about their relationship. I made it a duty to watch over her during my stay here on Earth. She appreciates it greatly but she still thinks about her problems.

Recently she is in love but she doesn't know why and with whom. Perhaps she is used to having someone by her side that she has mixed feelings inside and does not know what to do. Its like being in the center of people whom you love but you can only choose one path. It hurts,really.


Lesson for today:

If the girl you're planning to date has an envious sister which will stop at nothing to destroy your relationship even at the cost of her own sister's depression over her love life, don't bother dating her. Be an angel instead.